Late twenties, I work with clients in non tech. Love m3th. In the morning I’ll dissolve some in my coffee, and buzz around for the rest of the day on POINT. Weekends I’ll smoke it, and turn into a completely disgusting, smelly, strung out blob. But smoking it doesn’t cause this it’s just doing too much and not sleeping/showering. My teeth are perfect, no cavities in my life. My health is good, but my liver enzymes will shoot up occasionally from drinking too much. Takes a while to get them back down. My kidneys recently got flagged, and this is a product of forgetting to drink water while I use, so working on that currently. I take blood pressure medicine pro-actively, to make sure I don’t strain my heart. I take heart, liver, and teeth supplements daily. I have no cravings when I’m away from the drug, or while I’m at work. I don’t use at work. I have had a number of instances where I overdo it and miss work for a day. This happens more than I prefer and need to control myself better. But since it’s Google I can get away with it. No one notices and work isn’t that hard anyway. Do I want to stop? Not really, but I do grow concerned about my health getting worse due to extended use, and the fact that it makes me drink alcohol like a fish is not good either. My username is a joke, although paid company is not something I’m opposed to every once in a while. With that being said, don’t do drugs. They ruin lives in a second, and are the only thing people go to after it’s too late to fix what they have done. TC: $270-330k. #ama
I just read another post where someone was asking if it was too bad to drink a bottle of wine, smoke 6 cigarettes, and take 2 shots of whiskey every 3 months, that him and his wife were feeling guilty and wondered if it was unhealthy. And now I read this. Blind is becoming WILD 😂 Y'all never heard that virtue lies in the middle?
Everybody is a successful drug addict until they aren’t Coming from a swe who does crack
You said you work with clients. Does that mean you have to travel for work? How come none of your clients have complained about your behavior or if you didn’t show up to a meeting?
Most of my work is done virtually. But when I travel obviously I’m sober. I won’t fuck up big client calls. But usually I’ll just change the meeting to the following day. Most clients appreciate the time back anyways.
What have you done that you think drugs are fixing?
The reality is It’s a dark place to be mentally, and you don’t become an alcoholic or drug addict until you get to that place. I haven’t done much, but my upbringing from the past, and loneliness in the present, contribute to my use now.
I am so lonely, I’m Mr. Lonely, I have nobody for my own… ooooooh
Why meth over cocaine?
Well, I’m resistant to answer honestly because I don’t want to encourage people to try m3th. But I guess I’m not their boss. So… I was a frequent cocain3 user for 8 years until I tried m3th. And they aren’t the same at all imo. The white stuff is more likely to be cut with fentanyl, it is only fun when you’re drunk. You can’t function very well on it. It’s expensive. M3th is like adderal but more euphoric. You can work on it. You don’t have a terrible come down from it. It’s cheaper and lasts a LOT longer. You can have sex on it and it makes sex so good, that it ruins a lot of people’s sex lives because normal intercourse just isn’t the same anymore. Same with jerking off. This is my case currently actually. Takes about a week of being sober to get my libido back.
Man if the white stuff was ONLY cut with baby laxatives like the good ol' days, I'd be down.
What’s your plan? Keep this up indefinitely? Stop at some point? Genuinely curious. Wish you a good life!
I’ve thought about this for video games more than I’ve thought about drugs. Like is it ok to be 40 throwing slurs around on COD while I have a kid going to elementary school in the morning? I’m single and no kids currently, but shit I like cod and telling people I banged their mom on multiplayer. I’m not gay, but I have a number of gay friends who are all successful, and some are 50+. One is in his 60s. And they still dabble frequently in coke and meth, and it’s impressive to me actually. I have no plans, but once I settle down in this life with a woman, I’m fairly confident I will lose interest, as it seems to be a of product of loneliness at this point.
just regarding the gaming, my friend network is pretty regular in gaming and most of it is online. Including me, I’ve never really spoken or chatted with another player, even on cod, just do your thing.. i also play games like ufc, fifa etc all online, but usually am on a call or have a podcast or music or a video on in parallel. i did encounter someone in ufc saying some shiz after a match the one time i had game audio switched on. if i had my mic connected i would have said “im too old for this”. and i have a job to go to the next day and my own drugs to do. essentially we’re not kids anymore, and i am able to enjoy gaming as an adult without engaging in childish behaviour. goodluck ! fun fact- check out grandpa gaming on socials ! some old vet owning everyone 😂
Get out while you still can bro. Trust me
Do you have a narly story where you went on a 7 day bender and ended up naked in the backseat of a cop car? Tell us.
No, not that fun. It just gets worse and worse over time. You get hollowed out and life becomes more and more about seeking extreme experiences. The delusion sets in slowly and by the time you need to quit for some real reason you find out you can’t. Then the destruction starts
I've been on Ritalin, and now Adderall since I was in grade school, so daily amphetamine user here. It definitely makes me way more productive.
No where. I find the drug safer than cocain3 though. But, if you have a background in chemistry there is a subreddit of nerds who cook it for their own personal use and this seems to be the safest route. Wish I had a friend who did this.